what a boring day!!

Friday 4.42pm.

Haiyaaa! I'm so damn bored, well today we're suppose to go to hiking but then there are some difficulties that i don't want to talk about.
hmm,, i'm at my cousin's house. boredddd playing laptop all day is making my back hurt
my cousin went out just now they'tr going to gadong. i can't come because i'm enjoying my facebook dhaaa yeah right! ;p anyway i've meet this gir named Dayangku Junnatum Naim hich is a girl that i wanted to be with but i was afraid to confront her. i'm a new student there so i have to familiar with stuff. gheee,

arghhh! i need something to do like enjoying, fun and exciting. shittt! tomorrow maybe we're going to KB at Danny's house which is kinda a good thing for me to have fun and fooooood! god! i wish they make alot of delicious food on Danny's birthday.ohh yeah i'm going to skate there if i'm BORED!!

well i'll update soon Ad'    i'll be the last writer you'll ever see. ;p

An update poetry for you to read

A LOVE LETTER I see hell's deadly fire consuming your eyes, running black as night.  Your voice stirs the whispered hunger within me, my desire.  Words cannot describe the things that I yearn for you to bestow onto me.  I want you to pin me to your bed of blood red velvet and split my pale shell of a body wide open.  I want you to make me beg to acquire the permission to speak your name.  I want you to take everything I am and swallow it whole, never give it back, to leave me empty inside.  I want you to throw me agianst the wall and not allow me to ever disobey words spoken from those pale reaper like lips.  If I try to run, hunt me down and punish me with you pleasure consuming tourchures.  Wrape your arms around me and force me to lie still.  Command me to see everything your way, remove my very will, and keep me forever.  Make me your slave.............  I beg of you, don't hold back any longer, I cannot bear this knawing, unfullfilled need.  Controll me, rule me, yield me,do with me as you wish.  So long as I can feel your touch set my cold flesh ablaze.  So long as your blood lust consumes me and threatens to entrall me for the remainder of eturnity.  I want your eyes to draw in my body like the blood that pours from your lips.  I hunger......Feed me, Master.....  Bing me to your body so tight that if all those spells where corsets, I would shurely suffocate and fall to the ground dead.  Make me forever the willing or unwilling prisoner in your newly erected temple, devoted to our love.  Here I am Marius, draw your eyes open, hear my call, come take me away and set me free.  Save me from the hell in this frail mortal form....  Awaken me and save me from the nothing I have become.

by Ad' aka Mohd Izzat Hidayat

I'm Back :))))

hello there i'm here updating my blog.

now at 12.16midnight. Me Andy and Rina was having a sleepover at Nina's place :)

yeah its late and we're watching movie SHAUN OF THE DEAD hahaha! i don't understand about the story line ;p hmm i'm starving, well later nina is going to cook a mushroom soup wheeee ;p i've cancel my skate today too bad though i was so tired, nevermind lah hahaha!

Unfortunately, we've cancel our hiking tomorrow because of weather causes. darn it! luck is not on our side ahaha. hmm, well i hope we have something on our mind to play with haha! hey i'm happy tonight because i've met my cousin, it's been along time. i miss you all a lot hehehe!

Music is soooo Addictive!! whooooo.

i'll update tomorrow i mean later ;p Ad'