Yesterday is not so great =D

yesterday, school was great! hahaha! our form teacher was not here because she has something to do with her stuff.
So yeah, me and jamri go canteen and hang there for awhile,
Break time. =DDD
i went to her class room but she was not there, she's in the counceling with nadhirah and i don't know what is she doing there.
end of breaktime,
i've studied combine science with jamri hahahaha! yeah right, naaah, we're just wasting time talking talking and share some stuff :D
well school ends,
it's time to play football, in the afternoon me,binjul and jamri go to the store and buy some stuff, and it's 2pm, focus on football that's how we're going to win! guess what i've scored 7 goals just for her (jannatun naim) hehe, unfortunately, when i've reached home i felt different like weak and headache badly! so i lay down hoping nothing bad is going to happen to me. imissyou JANNATUN NAIM!
At night, i woke up and take a look at my phone, i was hoping a text from her but nothing came out. maybe she was busy so yeah i don't mind. =)
midnight!
The clock struck twelve and it's time to talk with her on the phone, suddenly she fell asleep all the time. and i was dirsturbing her by misscall, i'm really sorry baby. sleep well my love. <3 mdizzathibrahim

Sunday ^_^

today was so relaxiing :D there's nothing to think and nothing to do just sit and feel free, But tomorrow i'm back with my boredom life haha! but IMISSHERALOT!!! :D Dk Jannatun Naim binti Abu bakar <3

TONIGHT WAS BO0O0O0OM!

yeaaaaahhhh! tonight were great, we had fun playing those eight song's. well i did some mistakes though but just ignore and have fun. Eqah Akma and Fiq was enjoying their song played by us. Haha!
unfortunately our payment will be given on the 5th July 10 -.-" so on monday i'm going to have a big cash! whoooo! hahaha Have to go to bed, all my energy have been used up. =/ mdizzathibrahim

A boring day -.-"

well today, we have this boring assembly that make's me yawning everytime the pricipal gave this lame speech. Haha

my brother(jamri) and i played futsal with sharin,fuad,sanusi and the other's, we're having fun but in the end everyone were exhausted and hardly bare to kick the ball.

Break time -.-"
it was so boringggggggg, Jannatun<3 were actually gone for awhile, she's actually join this nasyid. today they are facing all school at Tutong. wish her a goodluck and all the best

what am i going to do now?
take a nap, eat and boooom! EMPIRE awaits, i have to prepare my stuff because tonight will be a hell of gigg! wish me luck. zattibrahim :D

what a boring day!!

Friday 4.42pm.

Haiyaaa! I'm so damn bored, well today we're suppose to go to hiking but then there are some difficulties that i don't want to talk about.
hmm,, i'm at my cousin's house. boredddd playing laptop all day is making my back hurt
my cousin went out just now they'tr going to gadong. i can't come because i'm enjoying my facebook dhaaa yeah right! ;p anyway i've meet this gir named Dayangku Junnatum Naim hich is a girl that i wanted to be with but i was afraid to confront her. i'm a new student there so i have to familiar with stuff. gheee,

arghhh! i need something to do like enjoying, fun and exciting. shittt! tomorrow maybe we're going to KB at Danny's house which is kinda a good thing for me to have fun and fooooood! god! i wish they make alot of delicious food on Danny's birthday.ohh yeah i'm going to skate there if i'm BORED!!

well i'll update soon Ad'    i'll be the last writer you'll ever see. ;p

An update poetry for you to read

A LOVE LETTER I see hell's deadly fire consuming your eyes, running black as night.  Your voice stirs the whispered hunger within me, my desire.  Words cannot describe the things that I yearn for you to bestow onto me.  I want you to pin me to your bed of blood red velvet and split my pale shell of a body wide open.  I want you to make me beg to acquire the permission to speak your name.  I want you to take everything I am and swallow it whole, never give it back, to leave me empty inside.  I want you to throw me agianst the wall and not allow me to ever disobey words spoken from those pale reaper like lips.  If I try to run, hunt me down and punish me with you pleasure consuming tourchures.  Wrape your arms around me and force me to lie still.  Command me to see everything your way, remove my very will, and keep me forever.  Make me your slave.............  I beg of you, don't hold back any longer, I cannot bear this knawing, unfullfilled need.  Controll me, rule me, yield me,do with me as you wish.  So long as I can feel your touch set my cold flesh ablaze.  So long as your blood lust consumes me and threatens to entrall me for the remainder of eturnity.  I want your eyes to draw in my body like the blood that pours from your lips.  I hunger......Feed me, Master.....  Bing me to your body so tight that if all those spells where corsets, I would shurely suffocate and fall to the ground dead.  Make me forever the willing or unwilling prisoner in your newly erected temple, devoted to our love.  Here I am Marius, draw your eyes open, hear my call, come take me away and set me free.  Save me from the hell in this frail mortal form....  Awaken me and save me from the nothing I have become.

by Ad' aka Mohd Izzat Hidayat

I'm Back :))))

hello there i'm here updating my blog.

now at 12.16midnight. Me Andy and Rina was having a sleepover at Nina's place :)

yeah its late and we're watching movie SHAUN OF THE DEAD hahaha! i don't understand about the story line ;p hmm i'm starving, well later nina is going to cook a mushroom soup wheeee ;p i've cancel my skate today too bad though i was so tired, nevermind lah hahaha!

Unfortunately, we've cancel our hiking tomorrow because of weather causes. darn it! luck is not on our side ahaha. hmm, well i hope we have something on our mind to play with haha! hey i'm happy tonight because i've met my cousin, it's been along time. i miss you all a lot hehehe!

Music is soooo Addictive!! whooooo.

i'll update tomorrow i mean later ;p Ad'

this is a simple poetry :) written by me

Passion  It hides deep inside of us  It pretends to sleep  It waits its hour  And all of a sudden, when we don't expect it anymore  It wakes up  It opens its jaws  And it won't let go of us.  Passion drags us, pushes us  And ends by imposing its law on us  And we obey.  What else can we do?

Does One Or More Of These Symptoms Apply To You?

• Cannot eat or sleep properly.
• Constantly thinking of your ex.
• Feeling sorry for yourself.
• Crying or sobbing constantly.
• Binge eating or increased alcohol consumption.
• Lack of concentration at work.
• Alienation from friends and family.
• Withdrawn and always wanting to be home alone.
• Calling your ex constantly while hiding your number and hanging up.
• Always wondering if your ex is out having fun without you and maybe with someone new.
• Acting sad with mutual friends in the hope that will tell your ex and he/she will feel sorry for you.
• Spying on or stalking your ex.
• Sending your ex repeated texts and emails.
• Totally clueless on how to get your ex back.

If one or more of the above applies to you - don't worry - it's merely human reactions to the breakup and therefore quite normal. However, this is not the right way to act and to get your ex back and some of these actions will only end up driving your ex further away and is thus counter-productive.

Everything was so complicated this year

 I've lost my girl today pity me again 

*sigh* Qraa was there cheering me up 

thank's to her aaarrrggghhh!!! well i keep playing this song called Mayday Parade

it's was so damn awesome ;p heee

Maybe on Thursday i'll be going home

miss my drumming alot hmm~

haiyaaa! so bored ahhh! shit.

gtg i'll have something to do

Ad' Trash metal

The Rose”

Cursed from the beginning

Is the tunnel of my life

Anything that’s good

Always leaves with time

Each time unprepared

As it catches me by surprise

And every time I shed

A tear from my eyes

So beautiful to me

Inside and out

You make life sound so sweet

When it seems so loud

You’re essential to me

And the air I breathe

That small gust of wind

That always carries me

You’re the sweet taste of love

That runs through my veins

Bringing colored emotion

On all my rainy days

I’m a body of water

As big as an ocean

But you’re the secret little island

That gives me my emotion

my poetry Ad Stiffler

Vampire poets;

Black day’s love me,  Bright days scar me,  Guided bye the Blinding Light,  He didn’t give up that fight,  But here I am,  Alone tonight,  Waiting for the light of day,  There’s nothing more to say,  And I’ve gone underground,  Cause I don’t want to be found,  Why can’t the moon shine for always?  Free me from this cage of solid hopes,  Free me from these Chains of faith,  Give me something more to hold onto,  Cause your all I got.

by Damious

26th January 2010

hmm, i woke up early today. i feel dizzy hahaha! ;p 

so bored! gahhh~ nothing to do much just surfing the internet and playing Evil Dead

I've finished it finally by defeating those freaks hahaha!

all i need is joy around here, STOP THIS NONSENSE about this o'level thingy 

well, i hope i'm going home practicing my stuff and mad up some new beat

i miss my drumset!!! gahhh!! maybe tomorrow i'm going home

ill update soon :) Ad'

25th January 2010

Shit!! i'm so worried about this o level result is coming out!

Damn it! i hope it'll come out around march would ,make me feel better

I supposed to be jamming today but i choose to stay at Adams place.

i keep playing this laptop owned by his sister hahaha!!

Anyway i woke up late, so exhausted from last night ;p

well i've lost my girlfriend (Qyss) bad news foe me lol, but i'll try to forget about her,

this everything has changed, i hope i was change but just stay like last year

gtg i'll update soon.. Ad'